What dreams keep you awake?
A drawing in my sketchbook is an investment in who I want to be. It my not look like much at first, but at this point i have a lot of sketchbooks.
“All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible.” -T.E. Lawrence
As a child of the eighties, I wanted to be a stockbroker. I had absolutely no interest in finance but I thought it would impress my grandmother and also, I wanted a Lamborghini. I soon realized there was no impressing Grandmary, and really any car would be a step up from the bus, so I abandoned my finances completely and became an artist. To both of our surprise, Grandmary found this leap to be quite impressive.
My declaration to become an artist was a good start, but I also began making changes to the way I approached my day-to-day. I chose to paint and draw when I wasn’t washing dishes or waiting tables, skipped out on some social functions, and eventually began designing my social life around the practice of making art. I even brought my sketchbook along to parties. Awkward at first, but I’ve actually ended up meeting a lot of my favorite people that way.

My friends become the muses for my work. I love the opportunity this affords to connect with people in a richer way. We get each other.
Everyone has dreams for their lives. Some people pursue them with wild abandon, many put them aside for a season only to realize that they can’t be ignored, while others pretend they don’t exist at all. Dreams can be wonderful and inspiring, but they can also feel unrealistic and scary if we allow ourselves to believe that they may not come true. Still, I would rather die trying than die wondering.
There is a distinct difference between having a dream and reveling in a fantasy. Both can start with the same vision, an idea so delicious that we can’t seem to get it out of our heads. It’s the next choice that makes all of the difference. If we begin to take steps towards that vision no matter how small, we create momentum. What transforms that dream into reality, is our decision to take action.


